OMG! It's almost 12am already and I have so many things to do, I have so many things in my head. Why is it that time flies so fast? I am always chasing time and I don't want it to move so fast. There's so many things I want to do and I feel older each day. I am afraid to die that I haven't done everything I want.
I feel like my life is short and I will not live longer because of many sickness that I have so I believe I will die soon. However, I don't really want to grow very old until I forgot who I am because I don't have fruit. It is not I am afraid to be alone but I am afraid to be a burden and....okay..yes, I am afraid to be alone and to be worthless.
So today, I wish that time stops for the moment until I finished my task today but my day today is done and I've do the best I can to make it worthwhile.
I hate to abuse myself for I always do that and it is me who suffer in the end. I become tired, stressed and depressed so as much as possible I don't want to tire myself so today, I am going to work out and retire to my bed..
Good night everyone..Comment if you agree with me that time flies so fast.
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